Embracing the Eye of the Eclipse

My body is tired, my energy is low[er] than usual, and I feel EVERYTHINGx1000!

WELCOME TO ECLIPSE SEASON. The last one of this season happens during the full moon in Scorpio on Sunday/Monday, and man, shouldn’t I be resting? For some reason, I decided to be a wise ass and overbook my calendar; but it’s cool because it will get done and I will sleep. That is one thing I am grateful for this Taurus season has been the amount of naps I have taken. 

My brain is tired. I’m finding that the simple act of journaling or blogging takes more energy than it should. I feel that perhaps before burnout; which grows increasingly on the horizon, I should spend time in my wordless imagination. Enjoy these other outlets I have been immersing myself in to give my brain the break it can never seem to get.  

MUSIC

  • Burna Boy 

  • Tems

  • I’ve been bumping my NewNew Body playlist HEAVY in the gym

  • Cookie: The Anthropological Mixtape: Meshell Ndegeocello

BOOKS

  • The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck: Mark Manson (4/10)

  • Women Who Run w/ Wolves: Clarissa Pinkola Estes 

  • Inner Simplicity: Elaine St. James  

  • Their Eyes Are Watching God: Zora Neale Hurston 

PODCASTS

  • SpiritualiTEAy Podcast 

  • Good Mom Bad Choices 

  • CHANI App Podcast 

As an artist, I am constantly diversifying and contracting how I consume. It’s interesting what I yearn for depending on where I am in my life. Where I am right now is more in a space of listening and offering what I can only when the moment is appropriate. This is unusual for me to say the least, as I am simultaneously learning the art of asking for and accepting help. For now this is what I have to give. I would like to say, it is perfectly fine to not have words. To be fair the english language is sh*t for which there aren't enough words to encompass the totality of the human experience. Regardless, sometimes emotion without language is enough. If we simply listen.

Much Love & Gratitude 

Peace